Asa Boyd floyd Downs - Online Memorial Website

 

I love you Asa and miss you so. Wish you were here so you could do the snow dance. Lol

Hey my perfect angel I sure am missing you today. I remember when we counldnt sleep we'ed stay on the phone until we couldn't stay up anymore. I still don't get why you had to go but I guess we never will. I have not been able to sleep last two days. I just get so frusterated because your not here. I kinda hit that mad stage again but I know it will pass. It's crazy what the human mind can go through and still live. Wishing you could be back here on earth. Have not had a dream in a while. I kinda miss visiting with you but then again you have to leave again. Give grunt and granny hugs for me I love you.

Hey my sweet best angel I missed you today. This is the 2nd new year without you and it still sucks. Happy new year. Man ace why did you have to leave? I miss you so very much:( love you.

Asa, I still miss you with everything I am. Christmas is almost here now. Christmas is very hard with you not here. But really everyday is hard. Asa I still have a huge void in my life. I try to fill it with memories. But alot has happened since you have been gone. I'm just glad some of that stuff you don't have to go through. Asa I sure would love to have you here on earth. Falcons are kicking butt this season but I know you have front roll seats. I love and miss you:) tell the big guy up there we could really use some help to heal my daddy.

I thought this was sweet.:) I wake up every morning I have this red flower on my bed It reminds me of you So beautiful, so sweet It is the one you gave me the first time we met i think of you as an angel now my hands are shaking My tears will start to drop one more time All these memories tattooed to my brain I know that you will never come back but i won't stop looking for you my love...

Hey Asa today I'm 32 and I know you would be saying i never kissed a 32 year old before and kiss me. Lol I miss you Asa. You never did forget my birthday. I love you. I really miss hearing your voice.

My acer!!!! My bestest friend......... I love you........ Don't know why but my mind is all over. I miss you.......I want you here on earth I want to see you......I want to call you.....I want to hug and squeeze you........I want you to be here so I can see your beautiful eyes.....beautiful smile...........beautiful voice..... I love you.......miss you.........want you here with us all of us....

Sitting here listening to green day. Remember when I used to beg you to sing that song because you sounded just like him. Lol you almost never would when I asked you because it put you on the spot and you'ed turn three shades of red. And you would say I can't you done put me on the spot.lol so funny. It was crazy how much you sounded Ike him. I loved it. When I would sit there and stare at you when you would and you would laugh and make me turn my head away. Lol not many things would make you turn red. Except Jessica or momma. Lmao that's all I'll say about that. Good times good times. You have left in me alot of memories. I love you Asa the love I have for you is once in a life time:) miss you.

Hey Asa another dream where you came alive again. We laughed hugged and talked it was so nice. I have to see you go again. That's the hardest part of these dreams but it so worth it. I mlove you Asa. I guess my mind just won't let you go. Asa I think about you all the time and miss you bunches.

Hey Asa thought about you today. We miss you. Amanda wanted to go eat at chic fil a. It got me thinking of you. The time I first meet you. We loved and laughed about that day when we ran stap into each other.lol that was all she wrote the next day you were doing the trays wrong and yes it was wrong lol. After that we were the bes of friends and have been ever since. We were so young but I remember it like it was yesterday. Man Asa I sure do wish you could be here. I love you.

Well Ace it's almost been a year. It's hard to beleive still. I miss you soooo. There's so much stuff i want to tell you and so much stuff I would have loved to share with you. Your the best I love you I think about you everyday weather it's a song or a memorie or just driving mikes car. Lol it has got easier a little but I still wish with everything I am you were still on this earth it's not as special without you in it. Well Asa I write you again soon I miss you.

Hey Asa I miss you so much. I could really use a real big hug. Well found out today that daddy will need a transplant. Your sister had a really big scare but she is going to be fine. Asa I love you and I miss you everyday.

well its been 9 months since you left me for that beautiful place in the sky.the pain is getting easier everyday but still it sneaks up sometimes and knocks me down.sometimes i look at pictures and just think about all the good times we had.and there were so many.i miss you so much asa that sometimes i can hardly breath.i would give anything just to feel a great big asa hug just one more time.i really hope that u knew how much i loved you and what you meant to me.ill love you always big guy!!!

 

Hey Asa I still miss you so very much. Time has eased the pain a little but I still miss you everyday. At least I can hear your name without crying. My heart still futters when someone says your name it is bitter sweet to hear your name. I love and miss you so much.

Hey Asa I am at your mommys house. The girls and Logan was happy to see her. Missing you though. Hanging with Dixie and Jessica I just found out something that just made me mad. I mean fighting mad but hey I'll be good but I really want to ring someone neck. Lol I miss you and I love you.

Hey Asa, I's a missin u. I am taking the girls to see your mom this weekend. I think about you alot I still can't beleive you are gone. But never will be forgotin. The kids were talking about Halloween already. All I can think about is that's the last time I heard that sweet voice. I feel like someone is standing on my chest when someone says anything about holloween. I know what you would say Angie don't do this to yourself. But don't worry not going to let the kids see how much i'm hurting on that day. I will smile and trick or treat. I love you bye for now.

Hey Asa I alwayed loved to read your poem you wrote me you have always made me feel special. So here goes a poem for you. The day my phone rang and it was your mom I held my breath because I knew something was not right. I never braced myself for what I heard I wanted to go back too sleep and wake up again hoping this was just a dream. But the sad part was that it was true. I couldn't beleive it couldn't find the tears. I was affaid to cry I was affaid to move I was affaid to think but most of all I was affaid of losing you. The day you had to say goodbye had come and I was not ready for you to go. I feel like you were ripped from my grasp. At least I see in my dreams. I know God needed you more. What I want to say to you is that I love you and I miss you with everything I am. If you could come back on love alone you would still be here.

Hey Ace, thought about you today. Missing you. Wanting you here. Your the best! Your buddy tater had to get stitches. Lol it starts. Boys always get hurt. Ariel and Madison are growing so big. You would be proud of them. We still miss you so much. Madisons going into 2nd grade and Ariel in k-1 but you knew that already. Taters going to be three. He still slurps up his noodles like you showed him it makes me want to cry. I found some stuff of your today. I still can't hear rock music makes me feel like I have knots all in my tummy. I guess what I'm getting at is I miss you and I love you Asa . I have your picture in my car it's been there since the day you died. You go everywhere with me. Well I love you miss you bunches.

Hey Asa, the dreams are back. but i dont mind so much at least i get to hear and talk to you in them. I miss you everyday. Remember how i was always affaid of dying or losing you to dying and you would tell me oh we'll live a long long time. well i hate how you didnt. i miss you so much. i wish with everything i have i could bring you back. So many people love you Asa and you were always affaid of people not caring. well i am here to tell you alot of people miss you even some of the ones you wouldnt think would. It's still so hard for me. to me it feels like you were ripped form my life and i dont like it. it makes me sad mad angry upset you name it it makes me crazy. i dont have the tears as much now and i am trying to acept the fact that i cant do anything about this its out of my control and that really make me angry. I know you are here in spirit like the night i found out you dyed and i was laying down there in that swing all alone and i really felt you there thats why i stayed so long in the dark you know i hate the dark but i was affaid of going back in affaid you would leave i felt you all around me. well i am going to rap this up i love you and I miss you.